For maybe the first time in my life I have come to accept things I can not change and some of theses things I know little about. I am starting to see some stuff as it is and not as I wished for, or should I dare say things I hoped would change, at the very lest get better. I don't even know my own mind any more I am lost but not in the darkness oh no, some where else some place I have never seen. And am not sure I will like. Ah what can I say for best or worst at the very lest it will be a new adventure.
