The Beginning Of The End~

To you all who are reading this let me tell you of a story of great men who once lived, let me tell you of these people that you call warriors and I call brothers. These men have lived thaw out time and have fought to keep the peace that you all take for granted. I am one of the last. We are slowly dying off. And I am not talking about those who would fought and die for money. Those we call solders. That started during the times of the Rome Empire where they thought with in a matter of weeks they could make something like the warriors. Close but not  

Warriors. Warriors spend a life time to learn how to fight and learn so many other things just for one thing and that is to protect the people of this world. I really don't care whether you believe me or not. All I ask is for once in your life's SHOW A LITTLE RESPECT for those who have fought and gave their lives for you to have the peace you enjoy. And the happiness you so take for grant. The reason I ask this of you all now. Like all of you we want to feel as if we are doing this for the right reason, and our lives had worth. And our time is about to come to an end. And we are about to fight our last battle. 

The Sly Fox~

Sly - not evil. Slipping into shadow, cleverly escaping the hunt, living close to man yet on his own terms.

A survivor, a thief, an outlaw, a rebel; a spirit of resistance.

The two Brothers

You walk up to a forest that has two paths. One leads you out of the forest, and the other will get you lost forever. You meet two twins who know which path that leads out of the forest. You can ask each twin only one question. The problem? One always lies and one always tells the truth, and you don't know which is which. What do you ask to find the path?

The Devil and the Angel

The devil is playing the fiddle and a angel is playing the harp. And so a Kitsune comes along and ask the devil and the angel why are they playing. The devil replied we are trying to understand good and evil. The Kitsune then laughs the angel looks at the Kitsune puzzled. The angel then ask why is that so funny. 

So for those of you who are reading this I wish to here your thoughts on what the Kitsune was thinking about this.

Fools of this world~

I heard some one once say to me once that fools can't survive in this world. And that I should give up on some of my ideas. You know what. If that be the case then I say to all the fools out there who dare to defy the world. Look straight in to the storm and yell as loud as you can to the faith of destiny and say do your worst. And then they will know you as I know you now. 

Time~

A man finds himself swimming though this tunnel till he gets to a ladder there he finds a spirit. And then he keeps climbing the latter, one after another different spirits. As time goes by he keeps climbing this tower trying to reach the top. And with each step he gets stronger and get closer to where he wants to be. But as time goes by he grows weak and tired. His hands grow and arms grow heavy. The man unsure if he can make it to the top. But with each step he finds the staunch to keep pushing on.

Black & White~

Why is it that there is so many people in this world that are blind to everything around them. I often tell people if you could see the world turned up side down how would things look then. I think if they could see the world as it is and not as it appear to be. Then they might be a little more opened mind of things. In saying this I am remind of a saying "In a world of the blind the man with one eye is king" I just think it is funny really. I guess there is a lot of people out there that are color blind. 

Looking though the world though different eyes

You know for those of you who have never had the joy of raising a child, could never know how it feels to see someone you have work so hard to help though the hardships of life. Just so they may grow up and be men and women. The joy I feel having helped so many and the sadness of knowing they will no long need me for they are their own person now. It is a sad feeling and a happy one at the same time. I never understood how my grandmother felt till I had raised one of my own. But it was help me learn so much though life. And I thank God for the experience I could have never asked for anything better. I just only hope that I live long enough to see their children and then there children after that. I know all too well how hard life is, but there is great joys to be found in it as well.....

Battlefield~

Quiet your breath...seek a path to your target. 

Know your target;be able to foresee this thoughts,his movements. 

Defeat your target before he becomes aware of your existence.  

What it takes to be a warrior~

There is one flawed affair that warriors and men alike act out which can be the cause of their downfall. Although it may sound unorthodox, idolizing one another can be the cause of some distress. To put it in a simplified form, one should not seek to be greater than the other at the cost of becoming a false persona (Someone they are not). A grand example would be Alexander III of Macedon, also known as Alexander the Great. He did not look for power through other men; instead, Alexander believed to be strong through personal will and sacrifice. He did not seek to surpass great warriors of the past only to be satisfied by status. He looked to be a god amongst himself. So what you need to do as a man is look to your self for strength and say to your self I will be great and I am going to be strong for that is who I am.

Freedom~

The man after all these years awakes from his long sleep to finally be free of those chains witch held him down for so long. He was found that witch his soul was searching for so long the key to the cage that had held him for so long in his dreams. He is free at last. He no longer has to wait for the call to be free. The joy and the burdens that has been lifted. As the chains falls off the man he returns to his true form the wind.

Wise Old Bird~

A wise old owl lived in an oak

The more he saw the less he spoke

The less he spoke the more he heard.

Why can't we all be like that wise old bird?

My Brothers

What can I say just the word it self "Brother" to most people this days it is just that word. 

But for me for ME to call you a brother means you are not only you are my brother but you are family; you are apart of me my very SOUL!!! Your worth to me is more then this WHOLE DAM WORLD!!! How few understand what it is like to have nothing. I have lost all my family once and my comrades. And nothing in this world can compare to the pain I have been though the hell I have seen. So for me to have my brothers means EVER thing to me just knowing I have some one by my side though right or wrong. What more can you ask for. I mean how few know the joy I feel when I think to myself the kind of family I have. For me giving my life is not enough to repay them for the debt that I own to them for giving me reason to live in this day and age. When people ask me who are you brother I proudly tell them these are my brothers. 

So for you my brothers I wish to thank you for being there for me, though the good and bad. And I hope to one day to give you all that you hoped for. 

Question~

Are you not happy with what you have become? Are you trying to find your way back to how you were? Truth is, the future and the past are nothing more then illusion. We live in the present now...There is more here in the present then there is in the past or the future...Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. But today is a gift, and that is why it's called the present 

Unanswered Questions~

The man awakes in a dream he looks around and finds himself looking in to a mirror then he start to ask himself......

Do you understand?

Do you know how I feel?

Can you see in to my thoughts?

Can you see the forever creeping darkness?

Do you what pain the darkness brings?

How dose it feel to live in the light?

Can you turn night into day?

How dose it feel to live inside of time?

Do you really know the things I wish for?

Is there a way out of this Forest?

Can you show me the way out?

Will you be my soul? If I become your Sword that cuts down a path out of the forest & strikes down your enemies. Will you promise not to leave me in the rain where I will rust and break. Will you promise to care for this blade and give it reason. And will I ever receive a answer to these questions?

The Beginning~

The man finds himself in the grand hall of warrior. But there is one thing wrong the man looks to find his brother but he is no where to be find. He ask where is his brother and he find out he did not make it. He find out his brother was sent to the under world. The man jumps down as he is falling down. He thinks to himself once he left he will not be able to return but to the grand hall. He hits the ground, the man looks around it is nothing but a cold darkness every where. And so the man condemns himself to this world to find his beloved brother. And in the end when he finds him they leave this world not able to return to the hall trap in the outer edge of heaven and hell limbo. The man thinks to himself he will never be able to see the grand hall again. But the man is filled with joy knowing that can be with his brother for all of time.

Past~

The man awoke to find himself with his comrade's laughing talk about life outside that world. Preparing for the mission ahead. All it was going to be was just simple Intel mission. And when they get there they find themselves ambushed by the enemy. The man starts to laugh about his luck that he was though life. He start to get a real feeling of how bad it is and what is going to happen. He looks to his brothers in arms and says, no one here is going to get go ahead of him. He says to them I will be the first to see the gates of Asgard. None of you are going to get ahead of me. They laugh at the remark of the man. As the battle starts the man see his brothers one after another fall and in the end he somehow lives. The man feels such pain knowing he was not able to join his brothers at the great hall of warriors. Such is the luck of the man.....

Yourself

What is it with people and not just being happy with there self and the kind of person they are. At times there is some people who think ever one in this whole world should think like them. And another thing, why is it people are so dumb they don't listen to there self; kind of like when you get a feeling to do some thing or don't do some thing. And you do what your body tells you not to do. I mean thousands of years of evolution. I think your body by now would know what is best for it. Like if you don't eat certain foods and from that food there is a vitamin that your body need you will feel the need to eat that kind of food. 

People should listen to there instincts more often it might get them a little farther in life. And people should be happy with who they are and not what other people think. Like if you are a complete flaming fag; you should be happy with it. But just because I said you should be happy with it dose not mean me and the rest of the world will not burn you at the steak. lol 

That aside people should really think though who they are and what kind of person they are and be true to yourself. Don't try and be like bob in you are john. Truly understanding others and the way think you must first accept them for who they are for good or worse. But understanding some one can be a good thing and a bad one. I respect those who are true to there self, for good or worse. 

Will To Fight~

I don’t care what happens to this body, I will do what ever it takes to keep on fighting. Both me and my Comrades will continue to fight though sheer force of will, and if I die fighting, I’ll die laughing.....

The Reflecting Moon~

It is the blade that reflects the way of the warrior it is a hard life and yet we all have our place in the world and the warriors time is about to come to a end. Maybe the warrior of old and new can rest in peace. 

The truth behind fighting~

Fighting continues forever after you've defeated one person, someone stronger appears. If you manage to defeat him, then an even stronger person comes along. If you don’t have the resolve to endure that eternal struggle, then eventually your confidence will erode. But it doesn't end there. The battle will continue elsewhere, fought by others. It’s an endless cycle. And it doesn't end with a person's death,  the cycle will continue as long as a people and their souls exist, there will be disputes, and those disputes will lead to fights and those fights will continue without limit, for all eternity. Those who have power will eventually be drawn into the battle.

Light~

To be chosen to walk the path of light is not a decision by some religious leader, government agency, politician. It is a personal choice made by a mind  and heart made free of idols of modern materialism. It is a decision made between you and the God.

Joke

Some one said to me today. Will at lest you get to work in the AC and I said to the lady; yeah it is warm out side and I can almost feel the sunshine and hear the birds then I woke up and found myself at work. lol

The Blue Rose~

A Man Awoke one Day to find himself IN A dark forest he meets an owl in there and the owl said to him where are you going. The man replied Down the Clear Path. The owl replied saying no no you don’t want to go down there. And the man said why not? The Owl then said; because that is the way ever one is going. The Man then said okay then Witch should I Go. The owl then said. Down the road with the vines with thorns, the man then laugh why would I do that he then said. The owl then said If you make It though the darkness and across the field and over the mountain though the maze and there you will find one of two things and you have two choose witch of the two you want. And the man said what might be those two things. The owl said a tree one of life and light & the other Of Death and darkness. And as the owl says these things the Man is seeing all that is to come if he chooses this path. But he knows if he can make it though all of this his reward will be great. So the man chooses the path the owl suggested. One after another the man meets different guides along the way. First an owl then A Fox then A Wolf then a Raven and the A Dragon. All of which was going the same way. One way or the other they had found some kind of companionship. All with different reasons for having chose this path. But all with the same final destination.

The Fish and the Fisherman~

There is a story of a fisherman and a fish. The story goes the fisherman one day was out fishing and he  caught a fish and the fish says to him if you let me go then I will give you any wish your heart desires. The fisher agreed and lets the fish go well the fish ask what is your wish and the man said. I just want my wife to be happy. The fish says okay what is it that would make your wife happy. The man said servant. To help your with the work. The fish said ok done. The man goes back home and there is the servant. The wife happy for a time and then she looks at her husband and said I would really be happy if I had a bigger house. The next day the fisher man goes back to the lake and calls out to the fish and the fish answered. What is it said the fish. The man replied my wife said she is not happy with servant. The ask what will. The fisherman answered. A bigger house. The fish gives her the house. And this goes on and on. Till she is queen of the world and then. She looks at her husband and says that is not enough. Well the fisherman goes back to the fish and ask just make ever thing back to the way it was. I was at lest happy with the little things we had. The fish said okay it is done. And the fisherman never seen the fish again.

I wrote this story because what I want to know is why it that no one can just be happy with what they have. I know that it is nice to have little things here and there. But some people are just never happy with what they got. They go on and on, because there not happy with the things they do have. Some people just make me what to give up on people.     -_-

Reflection of the moon~

There is a story of the monkey trying to catch the moon in the reflection in the lake. In the end it try's and try's and always fails. At time I feel like the monkey trying to grab at some thing that is far beyond my power to get. You feels as if the moon is so close but it is so far away and you know it is so far away but you so badly want to grasp it.

Tired

How few understand the loneliness I feel and the anger. How I at times Hate this people on this planet. They have ran my kind in the ground almost to the point of extinction. And all we have done for them other the years. And it is laughable when you tell some one the warriors is a race and they tell you that they are no different then other people. That is like saying to a Japanese man you and the Chinese are the same. Or lets go one step farther; when people talk about other people they say hi look at that Chinese kid or that Japanese man. They don't just say hi look at that guy. A long long time ago the first Creed of warrior was charged with the care of man kind. This was in a time when all creed was alive like the giants and the small people. Well if you look at the people of today you can still see there reminisce in the people of today. What I don't understand and what makes me so mad is why should I care for those who are unwilling to help there self. A good friend of my told me once and to this day he still fill this way. He think the warrior race should rule the world. And you know what I know other warrior had tried that with the thought that they could make the world better. I just look forward to the day when my kind can rest and don't have to worry about anything. But till the end of our days I know we will keep watch over man kind till we get the call. Then and only then will my kind be free. 

Light though the Clouds~

Just when I started to think there was no hope for those around me. Just as I was starting to lost faith. I light cuts though the dark clouds. Now I wonder if this is just. Another act or is this for real this time. And if it is how long will it last. Time will tell.

The Call~

A warrior sleeps. He wakes to hear a sound in the far off; and as he gets closer he hears a voice calling him. Telling him be burdened no longer for it is time. Pick up your sword and prepare. For I will free of your chains. And go be free do as you will. And with that the warrior soul is set free.

Gates Of Asgard~

The man awoke to find him self at the gates of Valhalla. What dose this mean for the man happiness or shame.

Devil~

A man awakes in a dream to find himself in a room alone. Then he heard a voice and he looks to find it and when he dose he see a demon and it tells him seek power think of no one but yourself why care about the people. You look out for know one but your self. 

Looking into a Mirror~

The man wakes up in a dream. Finding himself surrounded by darkness looking in to a mirror at himself thinking to himself he is me and I am him; but he is younger then aye. Then the man starts to ask himself, when will he grow.

Death~

When Death appeared before man he came wielding a sword that was known. As the time of the warriors. The next time he appeared before man he came in a robe appearing as  a monk. This was known as the time of man. The Last time he appeared before man he came wearing a crown and looked like a king. This will be known as the time of the kings.

Like a Book

Why is it that people are so easy to read, I mean if you just watch some people then in no time you can read them like a book. And you know what there next move will be. It is almost like chess. And some how really sad, I mean it is like when you tell them don't do that or don't go there or it is hot don't touch that and they do it any way; even if it means hurting them self or others. And you are just hoping they won't be dumb enough to do it. But the truth is you know good and dam well that they are going to do it any way so what is the whole point in trying to help them if you already know they will do it anyway. And there is times even when they see it coming and yet they still go running in to it like as if they were fly's being draw in to the burning candles flame. I really want some one to tell me why do I care and why do I even try to help them change when I know it is not going to happen.  I think the real answer is not if there really that dumb or not as much; as do they really know there self... If one really thinks about it then it makes sense. There is even time when they ask why they do things and even then they cant give you a answer.

I guess they can't help but be who they were born to be. I think it may be me who is being dumb for thinking one can teach loins to live off eating tofu. lol

Lost in the Forest~

A man awoke in a forest where there was no light, the man wonder around and around trying to find a way out. With no hope in sight; fearful of what the darkness brought the loneliness. This pinch black hell that is the darkness. These are the thoughts that ran though the mans mind as he wonders why he was to go though this. Hopeful is the man to find away out of the forest. He wonders and wonders; day in day out. Then one day just as the man is about to give up hope he see a small light in the distance hopeful he runs to find the light. As he closes in on it he finds a small lantern its light is not very bright. But just the thought of finding a light in the darkness brings the man such hope. He is fill with such hope he holds the light close to his heart. But the light is small and in time it fades, till it is gone. Hurt and alone again lost is the man. This happens many times after the first. Then as the man is given up. He lays down under a tree to die and as he dose this, he looks back and asks him self was all the other lights just illusions. Was he so foolish to hope to find a way out and finally be able to live in the light and be happy. As all these thoughts go though his mind. He prays asking god why was he submitted to this fate. What ever did he do. Then he falls fast asleep. He awakes to find a candle next to him. It was like no other that he had seen a flame illuminating a blue light. The man filled with such joy. For the light shined so bright and lighted a path. Finally he could see the way out of the forest. And as the man was walking down the path out of the forest; he could not help but fear the thought of the light going out. Just the thought of going back to the darkness. The man clinging to the candle. In fear he will lose it.

Stuff just going thought my head O.o

Ever day for the past 9 or 10 years; I have been asking my self the same question over and over again and have yet found the answer. I am always hoping things will change and some of the people around me will open up there eyes. I all to often ask my self the same question when will there be that change or am I hoping for some thing that is ever going to come. Time will tell. I am remind of what Plato once said "A hero is born among a hundred, a wise man is found among a thousand, but an accomplished one might not be found even among a hundred thousand men.